It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

There are times I’d rather not

Self-analyzation is a tricky thing. I find it more often than not where I question my own sanity. With all my theories and thoughts of why things happen and why people do the things they do, I question if it’s really me who’s doing the thing that needs to be analyzed. Sometimes I want toContinue reading “There are times I’d rather not”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

As I lay and look at the time,

I almost watch another Monday pass me by. These days I’ve been thinking a lot about the person I’ve made myself to be and wish I never started in the first place. I think about the words and practices of my teachers and wonder if there were any way out. I look at the personContinue reading “As I lay and look at the time,”

Here’s a late post to add to the collection

Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you must know, I never trulyContinue reading “Here’s a late post to add to the collection”

I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughtsContinue reading “I had the chance to write this yesterday.”

Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem toContinue reading “Life is full of bumps Pt. 3”

I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it

I want it to be heard. Somewhere deep down within me wants sympathy. I know it’s wrong and Master would never be proud. Even with what I’m about to say. My mission; My purpose. I feel as if I must be a warrior! In all ways possible! Not only in heart but all throughout. ButContinue reading “I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it”