I don’t know what to say other than I’m trying

Trying my best to keep moving, trying my best to stay alive. I missed some days writing on here and I can’t say my feelings don’t reflect that. I thought I’d might journal this morning and instead woke up an hour after I should have and only had enough time to do my hair. HowContinue reading “I don’t know what to say other than I’m trying”

thinking mind…

I thinkwe think too much.Everyone’s alwaysjust thinking.Thinking about this, thinking about that.Someone wrote today something along the lines of “we become what we think the most of”.I can see this true.But why think at all?We must make reasonable decisions for our health and safety and all that other stuff but all of that mind allContinue reading “thinking mind…”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

it’s easier when the music is off

and at other times, it’s not. Sometimes I get so caught up in the noise it’s hard to stay in the silence. I don’t know what to write anymore these days. My dad said something to me like, you tell your blog everything you’re doing, yet I find myself at a loss for words everyContinue reading “it’s easier when the music is off”

are you awake?

it’s late and I can’t find the words to say anymore. I think something nice in my head and watch it fly past like a ribbon being pulled by a bird. this isn’t your average blog post and I don’t intend it to be. see, i’ve been wanting to beat myself up lately. i can’tContinue reading “are you awake?”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

Here’s a late post to add to the collection

Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you must know, I never trulyContinue reading “Here’s a late post to add to the collection”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”