Have you started your quest?

I think the moment one inquires about their True Nature and who they really are, is the moment the quest really begins. The journey to self-realization is not about seeking. It is about remembering. Many of those on the spiritual path consider themselves “seekers”. I think my seeking stopped when I realized there’s nothing toContinue reading “Have you started your quest?”

I sent you messages and you never replied

Or did I leave them in my drafts? I never really check my inbox anymore and it’s probably the reason I think I’m alone. The world never went inside, I just stopped coming out. Instead I’m swirling in circles with my gaze to the sky wondering where the rain is. And so I pray. PrayContinue reading “I sent you messages and you never replied”

Love is Love is Love

The days go on and I’m not sure which ones are grey and which ones aren’t anymore. The clouds and blue skies intermix with each other so well I find myself asking, who are you today? Love is Love is Love. When we ask for Love, what do we ask for? To be loved? ToContinue reading “Love is Love is Love”

Before I’m off on another trip,

I bid farewell to my love, Haku, as she lays her body across our wood floors. It’s another day and the more time passes, the more I wonder what’s next. Be here now, be here now. I know this isn’t it and by this and it I mean the endless tasks that pile up throughContinue reading “Before I’m off on another trip,”

I said I’d write something good

I wonder if anyone is here to hear it. It’s late at night and before I dim the light, I sit up writing and digesting my midnight comfort food. 12:12 Today, was an odd day. Though I worked as usual, my off-ness began early morning and continued throughout the day. During one of my meetingsContinue reading “I said I’d write something good”

Thank You for Understanding

I don’t know who reads this; but thank you. When I think of writing, when I talk about writing, there’s nothing else I think I could do, would do, want to do. I’ve been faced with people who pick up the papers, give me a quizzical look, and hand it back. I don’t care forContinue reading “Thank You for Understanding”

It’s funny to think that life continues as is

On Friday night, I probably experienced the most craziest thing I’ve ever experienced personally. It’s a funny thing to say, especially since I’ve seen a lot of crazy things. 10:10, The Universe laughs. For nearly 4 hours straight, I battled with something within me that I don’t think I can put into words. From theContinue reading “It’s funny to think that life continues as is”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”