Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s theContinue reading “Take me back to 2017”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

Here’s a late post to add to the collection

Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you must know, I never trulyContinue reading “Here’s a late post to add to the collection”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”

I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughtsContinue reading “I had the chance to write this yesterday.”

Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem toContinue reading “Life is full of bumps Pt. 3”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

Lifes full of bumps Pt.2

Between mountains & roads,I find myself less alone in these times.I fall in line with purpose but now more than ever; action–that took so hard to find. Running from things that will never help me seem to call my phone constantly having me in circles running back again. Life’s full of bumps and that’s aContinue reading “Lifes full of bumps Pt.2”

Daylight – A writing

The way light trickles in, it’s hard to ignore the beauty if it all.I think back to times of silence I find even now and realize in the end it was all worth it. I met God in times of trouble, but knew him even more through success.I put myself back into these moments asContinue reading “Daylight – A writing”