It’s Monday and I Miss You More Than Ever

Sometimes, Mondays aren’t my favorite. Actually, I don’t think it’s ever been my favorite. On these days particularly though, I miss you more than ever. The moment I wave you good-bye, it’s as if I’m planting a boulder in my chest until the next time I see you. These grey days don’t help either. It’sContinue reading “It’s Monday and I Miss You More Than Ever”

How can I ever learn to unattach?

As the new week rolls in, I try not to let this quiet morning overwhelm me with duty. I think about the subtle loneliness that awoke with me when I realized my Love was not here. Haku calls out for attention too early for my bother. It’s a new week and my intention for todayContinue reading “How can I ever learn to unattach?”

It’s 4:44

and I woke up before my alarm. If I had a choice, maybe I wouldn’t have. Haku, my cat, does this thing where she loves to scratch at both my closets doors and my drawers in order to open them. They never open. So it’s an endless scratching sound that annoys me day and night.Continue reading “It’s 4:44”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s theContinue reading “Take me back to 2017”

It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at theContinue reading “It’s Monday…”

I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughtsContinue reading “I had the chance to write this yesterday.”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

Lifes full of bumps Pt.2

Between mountains & roads,I find myself less alone in these times.I fall in line with purpose but now more than ever; action–that took so hard to find. Running from things that will never help me seem to call my phone constantly having me in circles running back again. Life’s full of bumps and that’s aContinue reading “Lifes full of bumps Pt.2”

I’ve been feeling so “in-tune” lately

My menstrual cycle is finally aligned with the moon’s. I’m not too sure if that has anything to do with why I’ve been feeling this way but it could be. The Red Moon Cycle, they call it. The cycle of the shamans, ancient healers, and keepers of wisdom. I have been feeling more in-tune latelyContinue reading “I’ve been feeling so “in-tune” lately”