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What am I to do on a day like today?

Overwhelmed by the faint nothingness that sits in the silence of this day; what am I to do than to think about love. Our humane facets bring us together for a reason of survival and yet, what is it that makes one fall in love? What makes one say such things… what makes one hold […]

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It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enough […]

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There are times I’d rather not

Self-analyzation is a tricky thing. I find it more often than not where I question my own sanity. With all my theories and thoughts of why things happen and why people do the things they do, I question if it’s really me who’s doing the thing that needs to be analyzed. Sometimes I want to […]

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Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get in […]

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As I lay and look at the time,

I almost watch another Monday pass me by. These days I’ve been thinking a lot about the person I’ve made myself to be and wish I never started in the first place. I think about the words and practices of my teachers and wonder if there were any way out. I look at the person […]

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It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at the […]

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I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughts […]

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