A full room of empty thoughts & wonder

And as they rise up to the occasion, they all stand amongst each other avoiding their eyes to meet and tossing around the room. Don’t you know who you are? They all look up, continuing to avoid the connection. It is no wonder we have forgotten the Truth of our Souls. We cannot even standContinue reading “A full room of empty thoughts & wonder”

What am I to do on a day like today?

Overwhelmed by the faint nothingness that sits in the silence of this day; what am I to do than to think about love. Our humane facets bring us together for a reason of survival and yet, what is it that makes one fall in love? What makes one say such things… what makes one holdContinue reading “What am I to do on a day like today?”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

There are times I’d rather not

Self-analyzation is a tricky thing. I find it more often than not where I question my own sanity. With all my theories and thoughts of why things happen and why people do the things they do, I question if it’s really me who’s doing the thing that needs to be analyzed. Sometimes I want toContinue reading “There are times I’d rather not”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

As I lay and look at the time,

I almost watch another Monday pass me by. These days I’ve been thinking a lot about the person I’ve made myself to be and wish I never started in the first place. I think about the words and practices of my teachers and wonder if there were any way out. I look at the personContinue reading “As I lay and look at the time,”

It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at theContinue reading “It’s Monday…”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”