existence

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enough […]

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are you awake?

it’s late and I can’t find the words to say anymore. I think something nice in my head and watch it fly past like a ribbon being pulled by a bird. this isn’t your average blog post and I don’t intend it to be. see, i’ve been wanting to beat myself up lately. i can’t […]

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Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s the […]

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Love & Impermanence

It’s been one year since my love & I found each other. I think back to a poem I wrote around this time pondering the idea of opening up to another being. I wondered if I could ever love again. One year later, not only did I learn to open up my heart , I […]

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Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get in […]

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Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem to […]

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A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all and […]

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