Days get brighter and cloudier

As the minutes pass, the fog thickens amongst the mountains and my home. I wonder how the ride to work will be. You’d think as the day begins, the fog would lessen. But between each moment I look out my window, it seems to only grow. A mysterious day indeed… It’s Friday and I lookContinue reading “Days get brighter and cloudier”

The bumps on my arms raise at words of wonder

No matter how silent, how still, I can hear the calling of Wonder. Come to me, come to me, it sings and hums. My family asks why I left home so early to which my response is, can’t you hear it too? The calling, it’s so loud. In the stillness of Nature, through the forestsContinue reading “The bumps on my arms raise at words of wonder”

Finally, a grey day

I never thought I’d look forward to these. The air is cool and still I break a sweat pushing my way uphill toward my day. It’s grey today and I hope it lasts. Lately it’s been hot without a shade in sight. This day is a good one while I sit and wait for theContinue reading “Finally, a grey day”

Do the days get harder? Be Poised

How are they for you? As obstacles present themselves one after the other, the Universe tells me, be poised. Trust the path. My Love takes his drivers test this morning while I sit behind a counter and try not to roll my eyes at things that have no matter. We’re all the same; facing thingsContinue reading “Do the days get harder? Be Poised”

I’ll say this really quickly

I’ll say this really quickly; You are beautiful. You are beautiful because you are human. You are beautiful because you are here. No matter how bad some days may get, remember your unique exisistence. Remember where you came from. Remember the Universe around us. You are Light. You are Peace. You are Love. -Natalia

Do you know of the Gods?

Swirling around you like leaves in a hurricane, whispers of ancient times flirt with the ears. Do you know of the Gods? they giggle. And with open arms you look to the sky at night, trying not to flinch at the sight of the moon. I know nothing, you think to yourself. I am everything,Continue reading “Do you know of the Gods?”

How can I be so hateful?

There’s something interesting about the spiritual path. The further you dive deep, the more you realize how much this reality is a paradox. People begin to follow this route looking for happiness and maybe emotional freedom. Sometimes they get that—to a certain extent. But most of the time, you fall. Far down and hard. OnContinue reading “How can I be so hateful?”

Chasing Illusion/Reality

I think back to my first wanting of Enlightenment. At this point, I can’t even imagine what that wanting was. Actually, I take that back. Still within me, resides the longing for liberation. Liberation from what, exactly? The illusion? I question to myself. I think of bhakti and how nice it is to just beContinue reading “Chasing Illusion/Reality”

I’ve been shown the light

And they wonder why I’ve become to blinded. The breath of My Love rises and falls the same as the oceans crashing waves. It’s Saturday and I am in love. In love with life, in love with the day. I hope you recognize today is beautiful. You are here and that makes it even better.Continue reading “I’ve been shown the light”

A calm mourning

Mourning the night, mourning the break of day. I’m a handful of hours into my morning as synchronistic times approach. 10:10 How are you today? I ask My Lord. I hear nothing. It’s Wednesday already. I ponder where the first 2 days of this week went. Time, as illusionistic as it is, seems to dwellContinue reading “A calm mourning”