It’s His grace that’s been placed on my head

It’s His grace that’s been placed on my headIt’s His grace that’s been placed on my headOh Bhagavan it’s your grace that’s been placed Up on my head Again and againYour grace has been placed on my… Sam Garrett – Grace The night begins to fall and I try to think of something other thanContinue reading “It’s His grace that’s been placed on my head”

It’s an early Wednesday

And I almost already forgotten what I committed myself to. Write every day. Write every day. It’s freezing outside while I watch the sun rise in front of me. The mist of my breath steams out of my mask. Where’s the damn bus? It’s Wednesday and my boss wants me in early. At least IContinue reading “It’s an early Wednesday”

I vow to write everyday

If a writer writes everyday, then that’s exactly what I’ll do. How do I expect to get anywhere with nothing to show for? It’s Tuesday today, and I’m stepping into who I will become. It seems every moment that passes me these past few days all I can think of is My Love & hisContinue reading “I vow to write everyday”

I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time

I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time this weekend on terms I wish I didn’t. I wish it was My Love & I taking a trip somewhere, saying goodbye. Or us sending his parents off on a vacation to enjoy their time away from their day to day lives. I watched him layContinue reading “I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time”

What can I say?

It’s Monday and I watch my ceiling plant droop from over or underwatering. Or is it root rot? The room temperature? Sunlight? Too much? Too little? They said it was low maintenance and still I watch it die before me. What can I say? It’s Monday and the week has begun. One week down justContinue reading “What can I say?”

It’s Monday and I forgot my nose ring

I didn’t notice it until I pulled up my mask walking past someone. I looked at my reflection in an advertisement frame remembering when I took it off in the shower. I saw left over tears gathered on my bottom lashes. It’s weird to think they stayed there this entire walk. My grandmother’s in theContinue reading “It’s Monday and I forgot my nose ring”

I’m thinking about Death tonight

and how I wish I had forever with everyone. I see those around me age with not a thought about it while others watch the clock and grieve every second that passes. Those specifically, whose time is almost up. I think about them and how I’d feel when they’re gone—and how I’d wish they’d stayContinue reading “I’m thinking about Death tonight”

Another Monday, Another Passed

Can you believe I skipped a week? I can. Recently I’ve been promoted to Manager of my yoga studio job. And although it’s not as much work as it entails, I still scavenge for time myself. Yesterday, Sept. 6, 2020, my uncle Louie passed away. My heart hurts for my family who see it asContinue reading “Another Monday, Another Passed”

There are times I’d rather not

Self-analyzation is a tricky thing. I find it more often than not where I question my own sanity. With all my theories and thoughts of why things happen and why people do the things they do, I question if it’s really me who’s doing the thing that needs to be analyzed. Sometimes I want toContinue reading “There are times I’d rather not”