awakening
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How will I know?
I’ve sought for youhigh and low. Through mountains and roads,late nights and early mornings. I’ve sought for youmy whole life. Even now,after times of rejection, ignorance and struggle;I’ve prayed you’d let me in. I’ve written stories in my head about you,asked the Saints and Gurus of you. I’ve prayed for…
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How a Simple Promise Transformed My Relationship with God
There’s a memory that has laid very prominent in my mind for years now. When I first had my spiritual awakening, my studies and practice were very much within the “new age” realm. I had realized the interconnectedness of everything and that my external reality was a direct reflection of…
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Keep the streets empty for me
There’s nothing more prevailing than the silence. Biting of the lips until they bleed dripping on unknown territory. It doesn’t matter what you tell me anymore I’ve lost myself to the night. At this point I’ll never tell you my purpose for I don’t know. I have always been in…
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Rip my soul out my chest
Because it feels like I can’t breathe. Distract me from my mistakes because it’s getting hard to see; contemplating therapy. God has a chokehold on me while the humans of this world pick at every scab on my skin. Is it sad I enjoy it? Is it sad I enjoy…
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I’m already off to a bad start
8AM with Mac in my ears telling me things I already know. How will I ever get by without such experiences. It’s early and there’s nothing to say other than its morning. I think it’s time to wake up now.