sad

it’s easier when the music is off

and at other times, it’s not. Sometimes I get so caught up in the noise it’s hard to stay in the silence. I don’t know what to write anymore these days. My dad said something to me like, you tell your blog everything you’re doing, yet I find myself at a loss for words every […]

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It’s a Monday,

and sometimes I wish it wasn’t. I’ve been filling my life up with so many things I can’t keep track of what’s important anymore… Myself. I’ve been so preoccupied it makes me tired just thinking about it. I want a break and I’m barely making the money to get it. I find myself filling the […]

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are you awake?

it’s late and I can’t find the words to say anymore. I think something nice in my head and watch it fly past like a ribbon being pulled by a bird. this isn’t your average blog post and I don’t intend it to be. see, i’ve been wanting to beat myself up lately. i can’t […]

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Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s the […]

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Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get in […]

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It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at the […]

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