A new day, a new life

I can’t say being a year older feels any different. Every year feels the same until you span out a bit and realize everything was different than the last. And I’m ok with that. It’s not like I expect everything to change in one day. Except for maybe the amount in my bank account… EitherContinue reading “A new day, a new life”

The days go by and I’m not getting any younger

Tomorrow is my birthday. Mentally, I am preparing to have a wonderful day as I physically work the rest of my hours tonight at my job. The week has been so busy the only time I get a chance to write these posts are mid-day to evening. That’s alright. 5:55. Perfect timing. Everyday, they goContinue reading “The days go by and I’m not getting any younger”

I have been nothing but blessed

Ever since I became aware of the presence of well, Presence, my life has dramatically changed. I’m not sure exactly what day or when it happened but I do remember a time when something ridiculous was going on. I can’t name the exact thing due to my lack of memory of it but I rememberContinue reading “I have been nothing but blessed”

This week I’m reflecting on my life

And how far I’ve actually come. Sometimes I wonder how I even got here. It feels like just a moment ago, I was living in NYC; finishing high school, dreaming California dreams. Now here I am, days from 23, wondering how I’ve survived out here this long. When there’s a will, there’s a way. IContinue reading “This week I’m reflecting on my life”

What an Auspicious Week

I’ll be 23 soon and watching the days and numbers pass me by is like watching the clock tick in fast forward. The week leading up to my birthday always feels like a special one— no matter what I do. Every part of me holds in the urge to tell the world while I remindContinue reading “What an Auspicious Week”

It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday

I didn’t write yesterday even though I tried. My morning filled my time and the night brought me no words. Instead I pondered the idea of writing for someone else and how that could be. I want to make money off writing yet I do it as if it were a chore and cry atContinue reading “It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday”

How can I ever learn to unattach?

As the new week rolls in, I try not to let this quiet morning overwhelm me with duty. I think about the subtle loneliness that awoke with me when I realized my Love was not here. Haku calls out for attention too early for my bother. It’s a new week and my intention for todayContinue reading “How can I ever learn to unattach?”

It’s Tuesday,

and I’m writing this later than yesterday. Again this morning, I looked for something to do other than just wake up. Haku decided to join me on my chest, cuddling me deeper into sleep. This only lasted about 10 mins, thankfully. As my work begins to pile up for the the holiday season, I lookContinue reading “It’s Tuesday,”

It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write

As Tuesday passed, I realized the day before, I did not write. Monday was hard. The second I thought I was doing good and getting on track, the Universe reminded me I’m on break. To say I’ve been shot down once is an understatement. So here I am on this Wednesday, with enough energy toContinue reading “It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”