Should I Be Ashamed?

That some days, I don’t want to write. The non-negotiables I write on my wall that I stare at in despair, should I be ashamed? Balancing it all is a circus act on it’s own, can one forgive me for wanting to run away from it all or will you turn your head? In shameContinue reading “Should I Be Ashamed?”

I’m on my way home

The sun sets and my Haku awaits me. Lately, I’ve been inspired. So inspired, I feel compelled to work in the company of My Love; to continuously engage in conversations of our plans— to move towards our future every chance we can… It’s— comforting. So now when I get home, I’ll clear my space andContinue reading “I’m on my way home”

It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday

I didn’t write yesterday even though I tried. My morning filled my time and the night brought me no words. Instead I pondered the idea of writing for someone else and how that could be. I want to make money off writing yet I do it as if it were a chore and cry atContinue reading “It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughtsContinue reading “I had the chance to write this yesterday.”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

Some days are better than most

But that doesn’t mean I’ll pass one up for the other. There comes moments in my life where I question my motives, my goals–ambitions. And maybe it happens to a lot of us so I try hard not to think so much into it. I feel that as long as you know what you wantContinue reading “Some days are better than most”