Days get brighter and cloudier

As the minutes pass, the fog thickens amongst the mountains and my home. I wonder how the ride to work will be. You’d think as the day begins, the fog would lessen. But between each moment I look out my window, it seems to only grow. A mysterious day indeed… It’s Friday and I lookContinue reading “Days get brighter and cloudier”

I missed you yesterday

And as the day goes on, I tire myself from doing nothing. My new place is coming about slowly but surely amongst other things. I look forward to the final outcome. Until then, I arm myself for battle againt fruit flies and new neighbors. What a place this could be. It’s Saturday and I wishContinue reading “I missed you yesterday”

It’s mid-day, and I’m sorry I didn’t write

Something within me knew if I were to write the words I did on Sunday night, I’d leave this page empty the following day. I tried not to listen but instead I write this to you now. Yesterday was hard but it could’ve been harder. In all my lessons learned from Zen masters, Sufis, bodhisattvas,Continue reading “It’s mid-day, and I’m sorry I didn’t write”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

It’s funny to think that life continues as is

On Friday night, I probably experienced the most craziest thing I’ve ever experienced personally. It’s a funny thing to say, especially since I’ve seen a lot of crazy things. 10:10, The Universe laughs. For nearly 4 hours straight, I battled with something within me that I don’t think I can put into words. From theContinue reading “It’s funny to think that life continues as is”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

Here’s a late post to add to the collection

Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you must know, I never trulyContinue reading “Here’s a late post to add to the collection”

It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at theContinue reading “It’s Monday…”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”