Have you seen the new site?

As my goals change and grow, so does this site. I’m excited to present it’s new layout. It’s not seem as aesthetic as the last theme but in my eyes, it is. Clean, simple, straightforward. What do you think?Click here to view the site Other than that, I’m looking forward to the new avenues thatContinue reading “Have you seen the new site?”

Days get brighter and cloudier

As the minutes pass, the fog thickens amongst the mountains and my home. I wonder how the ride to work will be. You’d think as the day begins, the fog would lessen. But between each moment I look out my window, it seems to only grow. A mysterious day indeed… It’s Friday and I lookContinue reading “Days get brighter and cloudier”

Staying awake is harder than it looks

I mean this in every way possible. It seems as if no matter how much I sleep, there’s still so much more to be done. I will continue with my studies today as my deadline draws closer and closer. Maybe this is the motivation I needed. I’m sitting here drinking chai that’s a bit tooContinue reading “Staying awake is harder than it looks”

The bumps on my arms raise at words of wonder

No matter how silent, how still, I can hear the calling of Wonder. Come to me, come to me, it sings and hums. My family asks why I left home so early to which my response is, can’t you hear it too? The calling, it’s so loud. In the stillness of Nature, through the forestsContinue reading “The bumps on my arms raise at words of wonder”

Where do promises go when left unkept?

Under a full moon sky, a lovers heart aches to be with her Love once again. And like the tides of the ocean, her waters too crash with emotion. There’s so much to do and so much left undone. Where do my promises go? Motivation arises in the night just to be simmered down byContinue reading “Where do promises go when left unkept?”

Finally, a grey day

I never thought I’d look forward to these. The air is cool and still I break a sweat pushing my way uphill toward my day. It’s grey today and I hope it lasts. Lately it’s been hot without a shade in sight. This day is a good one while I sit and wait for theContinue reading “Finally, a grey day”

I’m not running from my problems

Instead I’m swimming in opportunity the more they get presented to me. I never thought this would be easy. And the harder it seems to get, the more I look for a way out. I’m sorry I’ve been distant. If you could see me on the other end, you would see me hovering over everyContinue reading “I’m not running from my problems”

I’ll say this really quickly

I’ll say this really quickly; You are beautiful. You are beautiful because you are human. You are beautiful because you are here. No matter how bad some days may get, remember your unique exisistence. Remember where you came from. Remember the Universe around us. You are Light. You are Peace. You are Love. -Natalia

How can I be so hateful?

There’s something interesting about the spiritual path. The further you dive deep, the more you realize how much this reality is a paradox. People begin to follow this route looking for happiness and maybe emotional freedom. Sometimes they get that—to a certain extent. But most of the time, you fall. Far down and hard. OnContinue reading “How can I be so hateful?”

Chasing Illusion/Reality

I think back to my first wanting of Enlightenment. At this point, I can’t even imagine what that wanting was. Actually, I take that back. Still within me, resides the longing for liberation. Liberation from what, exactly? The illusion? I question to myself. I think of bhakti and how nice it is to just beContinue reading “Chasing Illusion/Reality”