self awareness
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Constantly facing God, facing myself
As a human that exists, it’s hard to deny myself. Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. Matthew 16:24 NIV It’s point blank and obvious. Of course you need to deny the flesh in…
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movies are going to ruin my life
And I’m convinced they’ve already ruined yours. I think the unrealistic expectations I have out of my life are 1. completely realistic if you romanticize everything and 2. extremely depressing if you’re constantly surrounded by mediocrity. I noticed–a few months back, that I was only bored with my life because…
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I’m Avoiding Writing and Here’s Why…
This was originally published on Substack. Click here to view the original post and follow for more. In effort to relinquish myself from all self-imposed duties, I’m not too sure as to what I’m trying to accomplish at this point. Originally, it was to stop the noise and find the…
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Crawling Back to Love: A Journey of the Heart
I’ve noticed I’ve become quite cold. I feel my heart fighting to open after having closed it for some time. I feel myself crawling back to Love. Something that’s always bothered me is my tendency to relive moments in my mind, way after they’ve happened already. Even years after. And…
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The spiritual practice: it’s all so much
Ram Dass says, do it until you can’t take it anymore. Immerse yourself in all this stuff, until you’re sick of it. How long have I done this for? Is that what spiritual practice is? A dog chasing its own tail until it gets tired, then after resting a while,…