I had a date with God on Saturday,

along with my friends as well. I ran as fast as I could into the arms of my Love, being over washed by waves of salty water and pink clouded skies. I stood there looking out towards the distance and watched the ripples of sand create patterns of Love. I love you, I wrote inContinue reading “I had a date with God on Saturday,”

Don’t get all caught up!

With runs of back and forth, up and down, side to side–switches; too fast. Sometimes you just can’t. With so much noise to turn off the noise, I get tired of my own mind very quickly. There was a moment this weekend where I sat atop a mountain with loved ones and we were allContinue reading “Don’t get all caught up!”

I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in

I spend many moments throughout my days, feeling the slight anxiousness of a fast-paced society. I think about leaving the city–as I have before; I imagine my self living a penniless life, somewhere in the mountains, surviving off the land. This is how I keep the awareness of my stillness, always. I think to myself.Continue reading “I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in”

It’s been a while since I’ve been on the road;

So my friends and I decided to pack up a days worth of food and head up north. We’ll be stopping at Sequoia, a trip I made a few months back, before hitting our destination of over 140 square feet of art installed lights. After sharing many moments as such with these beautiful people I’veContinue reading “It’s been a while since I’ve been on the road;”

The Diary of a Bodhisattva

Saturday, Sept. 15th, was the official release date of my first zine, The Diary of a Bodhisattva. Without a table rented, my love and I sat on the floor of LB Zine Fest and handed out my hemp string-bound zine; The Diary of a Bodhisattva is a zine created by thewritingsofnatalia filled with thoughts and wordsContinue reading “The Diary of a Bodhisattva”

Written June 26th, the day I was born 20 years ago.

Today’s my 20th birthday And I feel like I’m having a fucking heart attack. Not because of my birthday, but just because the littlest of things have been giving me anxiety lately. I slept for only 4 hours last night and I feel like I’m running on E. All the plans I had set forContinue reading “Written June 26th, the day I was born 20 years ago.”

It’s been a month since we last spoke,

And this is all I have to speak about; After partying for a week long with my love, we flew back home last night from Savannah, Georgia. Yes that’s right, I traveled further than my Long Beach Transit bus can take me, and it wasn’t mandatory. Though I may not have been as conscious asContinue reading “It’s been a month since we last spoke,”

I’ve had nothing to say nor anything to do

So I won’t force it. Things come to mind but my hesitation on worthiness stops me from making it a physical piece. I’ve been spending my days doing things I consider nothing and this is how I plan to live my life. In a universe with nothing to do, I want to do it all,Continue reading “I’ve had nothing to say nor anything to do”

As I say Good Morning to the rising sun,

I walk in awe as she sings her song. The warmth of her words find their way over hills and through cracks, preparing the earth for another day. Hello, she says so lightly I can only hear but a gentle breeze. I smile back in return as we exchange glances of acceptance and grace. WeContinue reading “As I say Good Morning to the rising sun,”

Goodbye Monrovia, Hello Long Beach!

I’ve spent most of my life moving from place to place. Back then it may not have seemed like it, but it was nice. Meeting new people, seeing new sights, getting comfortable in uncomfortable situations; all worth it. Now here I am 19 years old—finally on my own, still moving around. It’s even better nowContinue reading “Goodbye Monrovia, Hello Long Beach!”