are you awake?

it’s late and I can’t find the words to say anymore. I think something nice in my head and watch it fly past like a ribbon being pulled by a bird. this isn’t your average blog post and I don’t intend it to be. see, i’ve been wanting to beat myself up lately. i can’tContinue reading “are you awake?”

Lifes full of bumps Pt.2

Between mountains & roads,I find myself less alone in these times.I fall in line with purpose but now more than ever; action–that took so hard to find. Running from things that will never help me seem to call my phone constantly having me in circles running back again. Life’s full of bumps and that’s aContinue reading “Lifes full of bumps Pt.2”

Daylight – A writing

The way light trickles in, it’s hard to ignore the beauty if it all.I think back to times of silence I find even now and realize in the end it was all worth it. I met God in times of trouble, but knew him even more through success.I put myself back into these moments asContinue reading “Daylight – A writing”

Today’s beautiful, couldn’t you agree?

As I returned to my apartment at 9 am, a sharp beam of light laid itself across my floor from the window. The sun was here. Specks of golden dust floated in the air as if they were spreading the light just to brighten my day. This is my favorite part. I spent my entireContinue reading “Today’s beautiful, couldn’t you agree?”

Written June 26th, the day I was born 20 years ago.

Today’s my 20th birthday And I feel like I’m having a fucking heart attack. Not because of my birthday, but just because the littlest of things have been giving me anxiety lately. I slept for only 4 hours last night and I feel like I’m running on E. All the plans I had set forContinue reading “Written June 26th, the day I was born 20 years ago.”

Stream of consciousness #1

Are writers even writers anymore? Or do we try so hard to be? We write, yes we write, but why not without the claim to be? I can’t stand the title writer. Or the sense of being a certain person in particular. I write, oh yes I write, though do I have to play theContinue reading “Stream of consciousness #1”