How can I be so hateful?

There’s something interesting about the spiritual path. The further you dive deep, the more you realize how much this reality is a paradox. People begin to follow this route looking for happiness and maybe emotional freedom. Sometimes they get that—to a certain extent. But most of the time, you fall. Far down and hard. OnContinue reading “How can I be so hateful?”

Before I’m off on another trip,

I bid farewell to my love, Haku, as she lays her body across our wood floors. It’s another day and the more time passes, the more I wonder what’s next. Be here now, be here now. I know this isn’t it and by this and it I mean the endless tasks that pile up throughContinue reading “Before I’m off on another trip,”

Make Every moment, A Moment of Worship

How can I say anything more? I think about my daily life and the things I say and do, wondering how I can even do these things. This morning I bowed at the feet of my Lord and cried, I just want you. How can I go on? I think about my daily life andContinue reading “Make Every moment, A Moment of Worship”

The more the days go on…

The more my antincipation grows. Instead of praying for the outcome, pray for the highest good of all, my Lord tells me. Why are the things you say so beautiful? I think about the day ahead and how I’d rather immerse myself in scripture. Today is a long day and it’s just starting. Like everyContinue reading “The more the days go on…”

I’m walking, I’m traveling

I’m walking, I’m traveling. I’ve been here since the beginning; since the first time my words met your eyes and eventually were mouthed on your lips. I’ve been walking for a while now; traveling on foot. They ask why I don’t get a car; What’s the point? I can’t get very far.. My mom says,Continue reading “I’m walking, I’m traveling”

It’s funny to think that life continues as is

On Friday night, I probably experienced the most craziest thing I’ve ever experienced personally. It’s a funny thing to say, especially since I’ve seen a lot of crazy things. 10:10, The Universe laughs. For nearly 4 hours straight, I battled with something within me that I don’t think I can put into words. From theContinue reading “It’s funny to think that life continues as is”