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Another day passes,
another Monday forgotten. As the days blend in with each other, I lay on the floor and watch them pass by like clouds in the sky. I think about things and wonder if I should be. I wonder what I should be doing, living my human experience or aiming for…
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One week later,
And I still can’t find the words to say. I sit in my room and watch the light trickle in passed the silence and trees. I smell scents of old homes through the forest and suns rays while nothing— makes a sound. I’ve been moving this past week in order…
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Here’s a late post to add to the collection
Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you…
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I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach
over stupidity. I wish I was joking and maybe it’s my own bullshit. I lay in bed because what else can I do besides work? Recently I’ve taken back up my 日本語 studies. If you’ve been with me since I first arrived in this state 2 years ago, you’d know…
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It’s Monday…
And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything.…