sad
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I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach
over stupidity. I wish I was joking and maybe it’s my own bullshit. I lay in bed because what else can I do besides work? Recently I’ve taken back up my 日本語 studies. If you’ve been with me since I first arrived in this state 2 years ago, you’d know…
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It’s Monday…
And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything.…
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Life is full of bumps Pt. 3
The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our…
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Vacation or Practice? Love or Perseverance?
The days have been getting harder and easier to bear as they go by. My heart grows weak from being away from my love, yet goes stronger from all the cardio I’ve been doing to distract myself. I think back to almost a year ago when I spent my first…
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A few years back,
If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to…
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