I’m not running from my problems

Instead I’m swimming in opportunity the more they get presented to me. I never thought this would be easy. And the harder it seems to get, the more I look for a way out. I’m sorry I’ve been distant. If you could see me on the other end, you would see me hovering over everyContinue reading “I’m not running from my problems”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”

I had the chance to write this yesterday.

But instead laid in my bed and thought about it until there were no more thoughts to be had. Same goes for this morning: My alarm woke me up the time it usually does—even my body was ready to awake; yet I stayed where I was; just thinking about it—until there were no more thoughtsContinue reading “I had the chance to write this yesterday.”

Vacation or Practice? Love or Perseverance?

The days have been getting harder and easier to bear as they go by. My heart grows weak from being away from my love, yet goes stronger from all the cardio I’ve been doing to distract myself. I think back to almost a year ago when I spent my first day with him and howContinue reading “Vacation or Practice? Love or Perseverance?”

I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it

I want it to be heard. Somewhere deep down within me wants sympathy. I know it’s wrong and Master would never be proud. Even with what I’m about to say. My mission; My purpose. I feel as if I must be a warrior! In all ways possible! Not only in heart but all throughout. ButContinue reading “I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

In Search of a Master,

I find myself finding a master in everything. Yesterday, I found myself annoyed with someone whom I had no reason to be. I’ve heard that the qualities we dislike in others, are qualities we don’t like too much within ourselves. So as I observed this person, as well as my thoughts, I tried to pinContinue reading “In Search of a Master,”