lonely
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Alone on Thanksgiving
I really wish it was colder around this time. L.A. makes it a bit hard to enjoy the holidays and here I am sweating in my tiny apartment waiting for… something. I don’t know what. Maybe the miracle that a few more square feet would open up in here and…
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It’s Monday and I Miss You More Than Ever
Sometimes, Mondays aren’t my favorite. Actually, I don’t think it’s ever been my favorite. On these days particularly though, I miss you more than ever. The moment I wave you good-bye, it’s as if I’m planting a boulder in my chest until the next time I see you. These grey…
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It’s 4:44
and I woke up before my alarm. If I had a choice, maybe I wouldn’t have. Haku, my cat, does this thing where she loves to scratch at both my closets doors and my drawers in order to open them. They never open. So it’s an endless scratching sound that…
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Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…
When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them…
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