Before the night carries on,

I’d like to say I started a blog post earlier today since I had the time and it ended up sounding like a Starbucks ad. I’ve been to Starbucks 3 times this week. Twice, today. This is a rare occasion. Let me explain; I haven’t been food shopping since the move and I’ve been leavingContinue reading “Before the night carries on,”

It’s Tuesday,

and I’m writing this later than yesterday. Again this morning, I looked for something to do other than just wake up. Haku decided to join me on my chest, cuddling me deeper into sleep. This only lasted about 10 mins, thankfully. As my work begins to pile up for the the holiday season, I lookContinue reading “It’s Tuesday,”

It’s 4:44

and I woke up before my alarm. If I had a choice, maybe I wouldn’t have. Haku, my cat, does this thing where she loves to scratch at both my closets doors and my drawers in order to open them. They never open. So it’s an endless scratching sound that annoys me day and night.Continue reading “It’s 4:44”

Today I have the choice to become a new person

—-if only it had started a bit earlier. And though I’m still coming down from a frantic wake up, I hear the birds and see the trees and realize it wasn’t that bad at all. Again, I’m thinking of coffee. Or a matcha latte at least! It’s a chilly Monday morning as I look atContinue reading “Today I have the choice to become a new person”

it’s cold and i can’t get on with my life

as any other morning, the cold creeps through the cracks of sheets looking for any reason to keep you covered from the world. and I give in, as any other morning. I lay here and see what the world is doing and others see what I’m doing; it’s cold and I know it’ll only getContinue reading “it’s cold and i can’t get on with my life”

I’m writing this today because

I woke up early and I’m proud. It wasn’t a full blown wake up early, do sadhana and carry out my day; it was more of a, I am awake early, let’s stay up, be happy you’ve accomplished this. And I am! I laid in my bed after the 5:15AM alarm (starting small) and thoughtContinue reading “I’m writing this today because”

This morning I didn’t know how to get up

There’s something in the morning that always gets us to get out of bed. I say this as I lay in mine, deciding when to start the day. These past few weeks have been a battle for me when it comes to getting things done—switching back and forth between productive motivation and bed-ridden depression. YesterdayContinue reading “This morning I didn’t know how to get up”