it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow

but the anxiety makes me write this now. With so much always consistently happening, it’s hard to keep up. I’ll be moving at the end of this month and it doesn’t seem to be any more than nerve wrecking. Moving always makes me anxious. Especially when you don’t actually have a place to move toContinue reading “it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow”

I know I didn’t write last week,

and something inside me reminded me everyday. I lay here and write this now wishing I did last week, the day after, the day after, and so forth. I pretty much wish I wrote everyday. The holidays continue as Christmas passes and we make our to New Year’s. I feel like a kid again. IContinue reading “I know I didn’t write last week,”

For those awake,

By changing the time zone of my posts, I wonder who this’ll reach. It’s past 7AM here; the break of day is creeping in through my window, the air is cold, and Haku, my cat, lays across my arms as I write this. How was your weekend? For some, the days may blend in withContinue reading “For those awake,”

It’s early but I wish I wrote this earlier

My room gets a lot colder these mornings and I’m not too sure if that’s why Haku cries. You’d think a cat wouldn’t want so much attention from us humans. It’s cold so I turn on my heater which just makes me sleepier and I wonder how I’ll ever get up. It’s finally December andContinue reading “It’s early but I wish I wrote this earlier”

It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write

As Tuesday passed, I realized the day before, I did not write. Monday was hard. The second I thought I was doing good and getting on track, the Universe reminded me I’m on break. To say I’ve been shot down once is an understatement. So here I am on this Wednesday, with enough energy toContinue reading “It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write”

Even though I found myself writing 3x last week,

I stand true to my commitment of writing on Mondays. Today is the first day of my yoga teacher training. And though I wish I could experience this first hand in-person, I stay locked in my room at 5 AM waiting for the world to be let out their doors. What a pleasure it isContinue reading “Even though I found myself writing 3x last week,”

Resolutions, Yoga, Devotion

As much effort as I may seem to put in, the feeling of non movement always seems to dawn on me. Am I doing what I should be? Always. But am I really? Of course. From what I’ve studied and experienced so far, everything is happening exactly the way it should be; always. So whyContinue reading “Resolutions, Yoga, Devotion”

This Morning I Awake to Gentle Rains,

Light thunder, a grey tinted room, and Haku, my cat, sitting on the window pane to admire it all. She senses the peace more than I. I figure today will be a slow one, as DTLA will hide in their offices against the cold—or maybe even be closed since tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Tomorrow I’ll findContinue reading “This Morning I Awake to Gentle Rains,”

He makes the week go by faster

It’s Wednesday morning, And I imagine all the busy bees of 9-5—school and ties, walking– running, rushing. I hope you’re as satisfied with this hump day as I. For me, I lay in my bed next to my love as he dreams dreams as sweet as him. Mornings are my favorite; as his breath isContinue reading “He makes the week go by faster”