The night creeps up on me

Through dried eyes and tough sleep, the night creeps up on me. I think of the possible energy shifts that may be going on as that’s usually one of the reasons for my increased need of sleep. Other than that, I anticipate the opportunities that will be presented to me in the upcoming week andContinue reading “The night creeps up on me”

Before I disappear into the Void,

I write this to you. It’s almost 9:30 PM and as the seconds pass, the more I fade out. Last night was my first night at my new apartment. I slept next to the balcony door (mainly because there are boxes and bags everywhere) to hopefully be awoken by the sunrise. Lucky for me, L.A.Continue reading “Before I disappear into the Void,”

Before the night ends,

I say this again and again. I apologize for missing a day. I’ve been packing my life away and readying my belongings for another trip yet again. As much as I enjoy these adventures, my heart craves for something more; some place further. Instead I find myself taking trips around the city from street toContinue reading “Before the night ends,”

It’s late and I wish I never started

I say this and actually don’t know what I mean; I want a break and I say this as if I don’t have the option for one. I do but what I want is far greater than that. And with that, I cannot break just yet—even if I tried. The air was so warm todayContinue reading “It’s late and I wish I never started”

It’s Saturday! And I’m here with My Love

We’re sitting waiting for the train to arrive while the sun sets before us. Today, I recieved my first rejection. I submitted 3 poems to a digital magazine and though “I’m a wonderful writer“, they could not accept me for the position. I was actually excited. My first rejection. And though I don’t encourage anyContinue reading “It’s Saturday! And I’m here with My Love”

It’s a Friday night and I hope you’re doing something more fun than me

It’s a Friday night and I’m squatting at a bus stop hoping a bus actually comes this time. People probably think I’m crazy when they see me. I’m always screaming and dancing when I go into idle mode. That is if I don’t have something to do, e.g., read or write. It’s about to beContinue reading “It’s a Friday night and I hope you’re doing something more fun than me”

What are these times?

I said I’d write so here I am. And though it’s on my schedule every week, I’m writing this because I have to. Because I said I would. It’s almost 8:30PM where I am and I’m sitting at the edge of my bed waiting… for a sign. My love is on his way to theContinue reading “What are these times?”

it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow

but the anxiety makes me write this now. With so much always consistently happening, it’s hard to keep up. I’ll be moving at the end of this month and it doesn’t seem to be any more than nerve wrecking. Moving always makes me anxious. Especially when you don’t actually have a place to move toContinue reading “it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow”

I’m thinking about Death tonight

and how I wish I had forever with everyone. I see those around me age with not a thought about it while others watch the clock and grieve every second that passes. Those specifically, whose time is almost up. I think about them and how I’d feel when they’re gone—and how I’d wish they’d stayContinue reading “I’m thinking about Death tonight”