personal growth
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Crawling Back to Love: A Journey of the Heart
I’ve noticed I’ve become quite cold. I feel my heart fighting to open after having closed it for some time. I feel myself crawling back to Love. Something that’s always bothered me is my tendency to relive moments in my mind, way after they’ve happened already. Even years after. And…
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I only know pain; it’s what I’m used to
I used to experience a lot of weird things;things that hurt me, things that made me. I used to write a lot about it then. If I write about it now, some’ll think I’m depressed. I always question if I still am a bit. I wrote about those things then…
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What is it that I’ve tapped into?
I remember daysweeksmonths,where it would all come through so easilyeffortlessly. I wonder where those days are now and how come I’ve left them behind. Was it the spark of a new birth? The push and shove after deciding to jump? I’ve come to realize so many things over the years;…
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Don’t Ask Because I Don’t Know
I’m 26 now and not any closer than I was 5 years ago. I may be closer to God and I may not be– She never tells. I’m getting asked what’s next for me and I don’t know if it’s what I imagined. More time is going by and I’m…
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Where would I even go?
The more time passes and I’m in this place, the more restless I get. Some days it’s easier to ignore with the loudness of everyday life overbearing it. And some days it’s not. And on those days, like today, I think about where I would go. Would I find myself…