A full room of empty thoughts & wonder

And as they rise up to the occasion, they all stand amongst each other avoiding their eyes to meet and tossing around the room. Don’t you know who you are? They all look up, continuing to avoid the connection. It is no wonder we have forgotten the Truth of our Souls. We cannot even standContinue reading “A full room of empty thoughts & wonder”

Where does time go when there’s none to exist?

I watched a canopy of yellow smog slowly make it’s way over my city this morning and it hasn’t left since. Under the amber light of the sun forcing it’s way through, I continued with my day in motion and production. I eventually found my way home through the dust that hit my throat fromContinue reading “Where does time go when there’s none to exist?”

What am I to do on a day like today?

Overwhelmed by the faint nothingness that sits in the silence of this day; what am I to do than to think about love. Our humane facets bring us together for a reason of survival and yet, what is it that makes one fall in love? What makes one say such things… what makes one holdContinue reading “What am I to do on a day like today?”

There’s a place and time for everything,

even late night posts. It may be something in the air, or something in the planes beyond, but anxiety has been hanging around me lately. Not for any particular reason, by the way, just the fact that I feel there’s so much to do and so little time. Do nothing, they say. And all willContinue reading “There’s a place and time for everything,”

Today started off gray

My Love and I skipped out on the beach to take a hike this morning. And though our plans didn’t go too much into fruition, we enjoyed a lovely warm breakfast at a diner just a walk away. It’s Sunday and I’m prepared for whatever task I’m set to tackle tomorrow. This weekend was filledContinue reading “Today started off gray”

I watched the sunrise this morning

In and out of consciousness, I watched the sunrise this morning. I say this because waking up this morning was, I admit, a struggle. Some days are easier than others but my lack of sleep these past couple of days have been adding up on me. My teacher called me and left a voicemail singing,Continue reading “I watched the sunrise this morning”

It’s getting late and the tea’s boiling

I listened to some really good music today. I’ve been packing for this move and this morning was just so great. I’ll miss it here. Even though it didn’t last long, it was nice. No matter how many people were against it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m extremely excited for my new place; But thereContinue reading “It’s getting late and the tea’s boiling”

Thank You for Understanding

I don’t know who reads this; but thank you. When I think of writing, when I talk about writing, there’s nothing else I think I could do, would do, want to do. I’ve been faced with people who pick up the papers, give me a quizzical look, and hand it back. I don’t care forContinue reading “Thank You for Understanding”

I Love How Repelling My Words Are

It seems as if the deepness of my open wound heart that leaks tears of love and pain are all too much for the ears of someone who hasn’t learned to see. Oh, let me not confuse you as their eyes have been opened to some degree but maybe in times of weakness and deathContinue reading “I Love How Repelling My Words Are”

I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time

I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time this weekend on terms I wish I didn’t. I wish it was My Love & I taking a trip somewhere, saying goodbye. Or us sending his parents off on a vacation to enjoy their time away from their day to day lives. I watched him layContinue reading “I saw my boyfriend’s dad for the last time”