lonliness
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Words of a Nihilist: am I ok with being discontent forever?
I’ve always noticed my perception has been tainted with a subtle hint of nihilism since I discovered God. God, in It’s own, absolutely can be a reason for living and honestly may only be my own. However, God again is the definition of nihilism; a bunch of everything everywhere at…
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When will it get old?
The more days that pass it’s me that ages. I stuff myself in holes of immaturity and self doubt, buying my way into the fancies of life. When will it get old? Maybe in due time—maybe never. I don’t mind the fits of sadness and despair—craving, desire, and moments of…
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Lost Cause
hopeless romanticsurrounded by love.lustfulwithout intention;distancing herself—from it all.heartbroken at herself—she means no harm.what is it—that draws her affection?beauty? God?anything beyond the surface?how petty.a hopeless romantic—she is.distancing herself from lovewondering the answerto her lost cause.