devotion
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Why do I fight so hard?
Against the tide of strong river currents, I fight with the will of God. Why? Aimless passion, love, strong heartedness; never backing down. I fight for a life and future that I talk to Her about every day. I fight for what I’ve learned to be motivation, purpose, and ambition.…
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Rip my soul out my chest
Because it feels like I can’t breathe. Distract me from my mistakes because it’s getting hard to see; contemplating therapy. God has a chokehold on me while the humans of this world pick at every scab on my skin. Is it sad I enjoy it? Is it sad I enjoy…
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I’m awake! Did I make it?
This is the first post of 2022 and all I can say right now is that I am DAMN PROUD. Waking up at 5AM has been a goal for me for a while now and while it’s remained a goal and never been accomplished, I made it a necessity in…
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How can I be so hateful?
There’s something interesting about the spiritual path. The further you dive deep, the more you realize how much this reality is a paradox. People begin to follow this route looking for happiness and maybe emotional freedom. Sometimes they get that—to a certain extent. But most of the time, you fall.…