soul purpose
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Don’t Ask Because I Don’t Know
I’m 26 now and not any closer than I was 5 years ago. I may be closer to God and I may not be– She never tells. I’m getting asked what’s next for me and I don’t know if it’s what I imagined. More time is going by and I’m…
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Words of a Nihilist: am I ok with being discontent forever?
I’ve always noticed my perception has been tainted with a subtle hint of nihilism since I discovered God. God, in It’s own, absolutely can be a reason for living and honestly may only be my own. However, God again is the definition of nihilism; a bunch of everything everywhere at…
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Why do I fight so hard?
Against the tide of strong river currents, I fight with the will of God. Why? Aimless passion, love, strong heartedness; never backing down. I fight for a life and future that I talk to Her about every day. I fight for what I’ve learned to be motivation, purpose, and ambition.…
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I’M BLOW TORCHING MY LIFE
AND IT’S ALL ON PURPOSE! Action. Real action; is all I crave. Why must I be like this? A poet? at best. An ARTIST of life; painting my days as the most beautiful gruesome scene there is. Art. HA! Something I know nothing of—-sure. And that is why while you’re…
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Keep the streets empty for me
There’s nothing more prevailing than the silence. Biting of the lips until they bleed dripping on unknown territory. It doesn’t matter what you tell me anymore I’ve lost myself to the night. At this point I’ll never tell you my purpose for I don’t know. I have always been in…