life
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A Guide to Mourning your Old Self
There comes a time in life, maybe not in this one but at some point, where you begin to do something for so long that once it’s gone, you have to learn how to live again. This past year was exactly that. For 12 months, a feeling of emptiness hovered…
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Walking the tight rope 1
It’s Monday and as I have a lot of work to do on myself in life and much more, I can see a dimension where all that I’ve built within, crumbles down to the ground. A deep heartbreak—not too far away. I try to walk in a single-file line within…
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Ode to San Francisco, Los Angeles, and New York City
Oh San Fran, a friend of mine visited you the other day and reminded me of our time well spent together Christmas Day. I remember being in a coffee shop alone, one of the only ones open, that seemed to be as narrow as a crack and filled with belongings…
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I write this to you coming from deep within the woods of my soul
Is it real? I may not know. I am tired of thinking I know everything about myself and what I want. I don’t and I probably never will. This is why I don’t trust myself with things like this. I am here withering away all that I took as reality.…
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Some boys are heartbroken
I had a boy who made me feel bad once cry about another girl to me. I stared at him as he drowned in his thoughts while I felt nothing. Later I thought, damn, that bitch beat me to it. Some boys are heartbroken and you wouldn’t even know.