god
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Sometimes I miss the lonely tunnels of NYC
I’ve come to realize every city is empty;no matter how many people are in it. LA is just the same and I don’t know if I’d rather be lonely hereor there. Maybe neither. I’d rather be alone in a place where there is no one and not the illusion of…
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Sometimes I don’t know what I live for
And I do wonder if I will lose my words some day. Hopefully, it’ll be intentional. Some may take me as a fool for wanting such simplicity in life. Why would she build up something so big and then leave it all behind? Why not? See our problem is we…
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The night is young and so am I;
as I sit in the middle of this space listening to songs in languages that aren’t my first. A show I watched yesterday told me something only I could hear. It said something along the lines of: I’m so fixed on this idea I have for my life, what I…
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A Public Testimony
Someone told me something today that I didn’t want to hear. I didn’t want to hear it because if I heard from anyone outside myself, it would make it all the more real. And it did. I’ve been slacking. I know it. There’s nothing to deny. And yet the more…
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The world is burning and I’m in love
The world is burning and I’m in love. What else can I do? I’m in love with the world, those around, and the non-existent. What else can I say? How can I learn not to drown in this illusion of life? I see myself slip-slipping into infinite pools of slumbering…