Journal
A daily journal in the life of I–battles of self, surrender, and purpose
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I’ve had false friends
I’m glad to see everyone’s doing fine;I know we don’t talk anymore, and I’ll never get any messages in bottles to say so.I am the ocean drifting aimlessly as life;in envy of you sailors with goals clear as ice.And as I cherish our days on journeys,And you still remember me…
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Life is Full of Bumps Pt. 1
Not sure what life is and you third worlders aren’t helping me.Spent an hour crying to the Universe confused on purpose like I ever got it to begin with.I see images I’m not sure I care for but still ponder them over time;I’m forced with burdens that were never given…
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Ego in Cali
Walking around the world just to find out what love is— No one wants to read my poems. I know that. Finding myself in churches crying tears that are only thankful; Finding myself on couches crying tears meant for forgivenessbut I’m not sure who to forgive–myself or that bitch–i cry…
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things change
As a loner I’ll walk this Earth forever alone.Friendsand familyand partnersand companionsand lovers,They’ll be there.Walking along side me but never with.I’ll probably never marry and that’s okay because I’m married to the gameand love is my ultimate partner and together we can accomplish anything.I’ll never marry because I move too…
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I was doing it wrong 2017
Lost soul wandering the walk of life switching between heels and kicks every step that it takes.In hopes to run off a cliff instead of building bridges just to burn them down to the same amount of ash I create every night.I’d rather bury myself alive than bury my “self”…