another Monday forgotten.
As the days blend in with each other, I lay on the floor and watch them pass by like clouds in the sky.
I think about things and wonder if I should be.
I wonder what I should be doing, living my human experience or aiming for higher. Or both.
I see this time for myself and fill it up with useless themes and games.
How will this help me?
The days are hotter now more than ever and I wonder if I’ve experienced a summer like this before.
I feel Ego on my shoulder playing with parts of me it has no business.
The mornings are still and silent and I see the trees move delicately in the reflection of my Haku’s eyes.
I hear you. I know you’re there.
So, what should I do?
Time doesn’t seem to be going by any slower so I take my time in doing what I need.
I’m not too sure at the moment so I sit and wait for the moment to come when I do.
I can imagine what you’re going through.
I sit in my room with the door locked hoping no one ever knocks.
I dream of giving it all up, trust me, I do.
But how will I fulfill my destiny?
Was it ever my destiny to begin with?
The sun sets. And I sit and wait.
What will become of me?
-Natalia