Am I wrong?

For craving that sense of adventure, am I wrong?

My urge to move–

and explore the undiscovered–;

Am I wrong,

for wanting more?

What is a life without your experience,

and why would I want one the same as the other?

When every day is the same and you fall into routine and get bored–even just for a second—am I wrong for wanting to run away from it all—tell me,

am I wrong?

It’s been less than a month since I touched down in Sunny California. What I can tell you is that the palm trees I spent my whole life dreaming of are outside my door every morning I wake up.

What I also can tell you is that these trees and warmth are not the ones I’m dreaming of anymore

but every other one on lands I have yet to see.

It’s been less than a year since I moved out here to California and I’m already planning on leaving.

What I’ve seen,

What I’ve experienced,

has been no moment taken for granted.

I love California.

Goddamit, I fucking love California.

It’s beautiful and everything that I imagined & plus some.

But theres too much to do!

Things to be done!

Places to go,

Things to be seen!

Experienced!

Loved!

And I want to be the one to do it.

To do it all!

While I’m alive.

Am I wrong for that?

-Natalia


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