self exploration
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A Guide to Mourning your Old Self
There comes a time in life, maybe not in this one but at some point, where you begin to do something for so long that once it’s gone, you have to learn how to live again. This past year was exactly that. For 12 months, a feeling of emptiness hovered…
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Coffee Won’t Cure Me – a writing
But I drink it anyways. The more time goes on, the more bitter I get; the complete opposite of what I strive. I see the truth and falsity behind almost every eye yet I still look for something real anyway. It’s a shame how people are. I watch looks of…
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Why do I fight so hard?
Against the tide of strong river currents, I fight with the will of God. Why? Aimless passion, love, strong heartedness; never backing down. I fight for a life and future that I talk to Her about every day. I fight for what I’ve learned to be motivation, purpose, and ambition.…
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my problem is I love to be brokenhearted
Because it seems as if I search for it in everything I create and come in contact with. I know now it’s not for poetry but stems from the pain that dwells within me. Is this sad or life? I no longer seek anything outside of me other than the…
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I’M BLOW TORCHING MY LIFE
AND IT’S ALL ON PURPOSE! Action. Real action; is all I crave. Why must I be like this? A poet? at best. An ARTIST of life; painting my days as the most beautiful gruesome scene there is. Art. HA! Something I know nothing of—-sure. And that is why while you’re…