Ego in Cali

Walking around the world just to find out what love is— No one wants to read my poems. I know that. Finding myself in churches crying tears that are only thankful; Finding myself on couches crying tears meant for forgivenessbut I’m not sure who to forgive–myself or that bitch–i cry tears because i find myselfContinue reading “Ego in Cali”

things change

As a loner I’ll walk this Earth forever alone.Friendsand familyand partnersand companionsand lovers,They’ll be there.Walking along side me but never with.I’ll probably never marry and that’s okay because I’m married to the gameand love is my ultimate partner and together we can accomplish anything.I’ll never marry because I move too muchwhile others stay stagnantor justContinue reading “things change”

I was doing it wrong 2017

Lost soul wandering the walk of life switching between heels and kicks every step that it takes.In hopes to run off a cliff instead of building bridges just to burn them down to the same amount of ash I create every night.I’d rather bury myself alive than bury my “self” alive and bring everyone downContinue reading “I was doing it wrong 2017”

4:44

I could cry at the sight of all these friends I surround myself with.Heartbroken but love sick,how could this be;I can’t help but to fall for every single person that I meet-I’m in love;A loner and probably always will be.My heart craves for this connection that I always feel all around mebut never a partContinue reading “4:44”

A World on Fire

With a world on fire what can I say to the boy who holds out his hat in hopes for change? Animals seem to know more about love than humans nowadays yet we still hang them by their ankles, slice them in half and call it dinner. With a world on fire I can’t helpContinue reading “A World on Fire”

What Am I To Do?

What am I to do, When my heart calls for something further? What am I to do, When I aim to cause no harm, pain, hurt, or sorrow—yet, many tears are shed when I try and follow my hearts call. What am I to do? Do I follow the path my soul only feels contentContinue reading “What Am I To Do?”

Today’s beautiful, couldn’t you agree?

As I returned to my apartment at 9 am, a sharp beam of light laid itself across my floor from the window. The sun was here. Specks of golden dust floated in the air as if they were spreading the light just to brighten my day. This is my favorite part. I spent my entireContinue reading “Today’s beautiful, couldn’t you agree?”

I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in

I spend many moments throughout my days, feeling the slight anxiousness of a fast-paced society. I think about leaving the city–as I have before; I imagine my self living a penniless life, somewhere in the mountains, surviving off the land. This is how I keep the awareness of my stillness, always. I think to myself.Continue reading “I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in”

Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.

I’ve been enjoying quiet mornings lately; distant birds, occasional passing cars, the silence —not that you get much of it downtown. A lot has been going on lately with the energy of the world but I can’t think back to a calmer time. I guess those times are the ones that a day can goContinue reading “Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.”