enlightenment
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What is it that I’ve tapped into?
I remember daysweeksmonths,where it would all come through so easilyeffortlessly. I wonder where those days are now and how come I’ve left them behind. Was it the spark of a new birth? The push and shove after deciding to jump? I’ve come to realize so many things over the years;…
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my problem is I love to be brokenhearted
Because it seems as if I search for it in everything I create and come in contact with. I know now it’s not for poetry but stems from the pain that dwells within me. Is this sad or life? I no longer seek anything outside of me other than the…
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am I scared?
Do I have a reason to be? Others being scared for me—-scares me. Please stop. I’m more scared of things that have no matter. Not for my life. Away with it for all I care. Gruesome? Maybe. And still I laugh at the stupidity that spills out my mouth. Why…
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Sometimes I miss the lonely tunnels of NYC
I’ve come to realize every city is empty;no matter how many people are in it. LA is just the same and I don’t know if I’d rather be lonely hereor there. Maybe neither. I’d rather be alone in a place where there is no one and not the illusion of…
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It takes something else to get me out of whatever
It takes something else to get me out of whatever. I’m on the train listening to the nothings people ask so much about. The worlds going by while everyone tries to ignore each other. I hate to repeat myself over the years but I wish I wrote more. I wonder…