spiritual
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I’ve Been Living as an Empty Shell of Who I Used to Be
Lately, I feel like my insides poured out somewhere and I forgot where I left them. Have you seen them? They’ve been missing ever since I healed some of my pain. You’d think the opposite were to be true, but actually, my insides grew strong within me when I needed…
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Why am I trying Substack?
This post was originally published on Substack. Follow me on there for content first. I’ll start by saying I have no idea why I’m trying Substack. Ok, let me rephrase that. I do know why—I just don’t know why I’m following through with it. I like to give things the…
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The world is on fire all around me
And it’s not just in my home. Smoke fills my lungs in more ways than one while I lay face first on the ground with my arms out in surrender. Job 5 NIV 8 “But if I were you, I would appeal to God; I would lay my cause before him.9 He performs…
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Words of a Nihilist: am I ok with being discontent forever?
I’ve always noticed my perception has been tainted with a subtle hint of nihilism since I discovered God. God, in It’s own, absolutely can be a reason for living and honestly may only be my own. However, God again is the definition of nihilism; a bunch of everything everywhere at…
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While I wait for the world to keep spinning
I want to drown in every word I’ve ever spoken and regurgitate anything that ever mattered. If I could retrace my steps, would I? To only find the things that count. I wonder how my life will play out as I write//erase//rewrite//every word written. Where’s the music I crave? I…