Instead I’m swimming in opportunity the more they get presented to me.
I never thought this would be easy.
And the harder it seems to get, the more I look for a way out.
I’m sorry I’ve been distant.
If you could see me on the other end, you would see me hovering over every little word wondering where I lost you.
I’m here.
I want this business to succeed. And I know it will.
I’m grateful to be on this path toward success.
It’s the downs I shouldn’t let get to me.
Today, I met a man interested in teaching at my studio job.
The minute I see one ounce of knowledge within someone, a small part of me looks for my Master.
Is it you? I ask briefly in my head.
So far, it hasn’t been.
And as I search through archives of hidden jobs,
I wonder why I can’t hear the audience clapping anymore.
They didn’t leave,
I just stopped performing.
Are you here? Or will you carry on like the rest?
Soon enough we all will. And wonder why nobody stopped and asked for directions…
Ok, I’m rambling.
I’m sorry for the late posts.
I’ve been here, trust me.
Are you here with me?
–Natalia