Against the tide of strong river currents, I fight with the will of God.
Why?
Aimless passion, love, strong heartedness; never backing down.
I fight for a life and future that I talk to Her about every day. I fight for what I’ve learned to be motivation, purpose, and ambition.
But Her Grace is ever-gentle, ever-present, ever-loving. Why must I fight?
It was never my intention but She and I and even you know me well enough to know I get caught up in the tide every now and then—oh, do I.
The journey is what it is; a journey. So why must I punch, kick, and cry because I have not reached the destination? A brat, I am. A blind one who gains her insight from here and there asking for the Universe to be gentle on her; asking for grace and guidance.
I must learn again and again until there is no more to learn. And then maybe I’ll get it someday;
and everything will fall into place, as it always has.
I can’t promise I won’t keep fighting. As a human with “free will” and a clear view vision, I won’t stop and you can guarantee that. However,
I will never mean to fight against Flow; against Tao, against Maa. And She knows this. And every time I find myself getting swept up in it all, I promise She will knock me down time and time again until I open my eyes and see all is happening by Divine Time. And there’s nothing else to it.
Be passionate, live with grace, learn from the ancient Tao, and all will be well.
-Natalia
