I wish you could tell me the answer to my questions.
The truth is, I’m not really sure what is happening; nor where I am going.
I want to write, I do.
Yet something hinders me from coming to this point of writing words.
Most of the time I can’t find them.
And I write something of no matter—no purpose.
What am I to do?
It’s early and I’m heartbroken.
It’s as if all inspiration and motivation left my heart and mind.
I thought I got over this.
It seems like no matter what I do, I am on the right path. Even at my low points.
I’m moving back and forth between doorways of indecision.
Which path should I take? Am I making the right choices?
Am I doing the right things? Does it even matter?
I’ve decided I’ll start writing on here daily again.
This is the most I’ve written in weeks and I actually feel good about it. Even if it is nothing.
How have you been? I’m sorry I’ve been distant.
I notice your likes and views on my posts but I actually wonder if you read them.
Do you think I’ll ever become a great writer?
Or will I drown myself in the business of things that I forget the reason why I started?
Thank you for being here. And reminding me of what I’m really meant to do.
Sometimes I forget this blog is my home.
After rebranding, the site just became more of a hub for my offerings.
Does a blog like this ever make it far? I have to know.
Until then, I am trying my best with what I have.
Things keep changing drastically and it’s hard to keep up.
Are you still here with me?
Let’s talk more.
Please?
–Natalia
