And thinking back to 6 AM yesterday, I thought about writing this.
Work seems to take up most of my week yet I still find time for my love at it’s end.
Lately I’ve been thinking about upcoming projects to embark on as well as envisioning the life laid before me.
Things seem to be doing more well than they ever have and still I can’t help but push for more.
Have you heard my podcast? I have so much fun making it and with that comes success.
I chastise myself for not writing as much as I’d like while reaching in my full pockets for time.
Where could it be? I ask blindly.
It rains ashes here in California and I don’t stop to collect them.
The Earth knows her blessings while we continuously burn them down.
Where is it? The rain.
I pray and pray, hoping my tears are enough.
I look at those who fall to help, instead losing themselves more each day.
It’s the flames of ascension and destruction that will kill us all, I say.
So I watch it burn, setting myself ablaze.
I see it now more than ever, Kali Yuga.
Steps of growth and destruction, you wonder how both can happen at the same time.
Shiva
The days blend together as I watch my world up in flames. This is okay.
I laugh at God’s work–how humorous She can be.
Where is this road leading? And where does it end?
I feel it loops around the world 10-fold, creating eternity.
Where have you been? And what are you doing?
What is setting your soul on fire and have you met yourself fully?
These, we should be asking ourselves—deeply, truly.
Where are you now?
Are you here with me? Are you really?
11:33
–Natalia