I need to learn to stop questioning and start trusting.
Sometimes, when I’m faced with big questions (often ones that’ll change my life in some way), I can’t help but to ask whether or not I’m making the right decision.
It’s kind of funny to think about given how I always rant about every choice is the right one and your life is Divinely guided.
And it’s true. Your life is Divinely guided and that decision, God made it for you long ago.
The All-Knowing, All-Seeing God, created everything and anything that will and has ever happened.
Including the decisions I bite my nails over.
It’s already written in the stars
So while I toss and turn, God watches from all around.
I wonder how beautiful life looks from Gods eyes.
Sometimes it’s hard to tell when you’re so involved.
I need to learn to stop questioning and start trusting.
Trusting because every choice I’ve ever made has been the right one.
And even if it’s “not”, there’s always a chance for redemption.
This is why Jesus is depicted as All-Forgiving.
God is always ready to welcome you back into His arms.
But in my eyes, you never left. You just fell asleep a little, that’s all.
I write this while standing at the edge of a cliff, ready to dive into something new.
I know it’s the right choice, it always is.
And still I sit and write this, dangling my feet above the rest of my life.
When will I jump?
-Natalia