It’s Monday and as I have a lot of work to do
on myself
in life
and much more,
I can see a dimension where all that I’ve built within, crumbles down to the ground.
A deep heartbreak—not too far away.
I try to walk in a single-file line within the world I live
but the quantum field is one too hard to ignore.
Am I fool?
Oh yes, but this I always knew.
Always looking for love,
always looking for something to be hurt by.
For amusement? Maybe I’m just used to the pain.
Well, whatever it is, I play the game the Lord asks me to play.
And I pray and pray and pray for a clarity like no other—-all while keeping my eyes shut.
Maybe I am blind; maybe I’m not.
This is something only time will be able to tell.
I heard the signs and chose to ignore them.
I chose to take a leap of faith//maybe ignorance//but nonetheless a leap taken.
I just hope it was the right one.