Shamefully, I write this post

2 weeks; ugh. I hate missing weeks. It just shows me how much of importance my writing is to me. I need to write. Yesterday I came back from The Poconos with My Love. We enjoyed a week of humidity, hilarity, & family. Now that I think about it, I don’t think I’ve mentioned myContinue reading “Shamefully, I write this post”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

Here’s a late post to add to the collection

Since I’ve come to terms with my current situation (and yes, it took a little bit), I’ve decided to actually state what is happening. So, my lovely readers, I, Natalia Lee, am giving up my first apartment ever. Yes, yes, I know. Why would I do that? Well, if you must know, I never trulyContinue reading “Here’s a late post to add to the collection”

It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at theContinue reading “It’s Monday…”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”

Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem toContinue reading “Life is full of bumps Pt. 3”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

things change

As a loner I’ll walk this Earth forever alone.Friendsand familyand partnersand companionsand lovers,They’ll be there.Walking along side me but never with.I’ll probably never marry and that’s okay because I’m married to the gameand love is my ultimate partner and together we can accomplish anything.I’ll never marry because I move too muchwhile others stay stagnantor justContinue reading “things change”

4:44

I could cry at the sight of all these friends I surround myself with.Heartbroken but love sick,how could this be;I can’t help but to fall for every single person that I meet-I’m in love;A loner and probably always will be.My heart craves for this connection that I always feel all around mebut never a partContinue reading “4:44”

A World on Fire

With a world on fire what can I say to the boy who holds out his hat in hopes for change? Animals seem to know more about love than humans nowadays yet we still hang them by their ankles, slice them in half and call it dinner. With a world on fire I can’t helpContinue reading “A World on Fire”