It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

it’s easier when the music is off

and at other times, it’s not. Sometimes I get so caught up in the noise it’s hard to stay in the silence. I don’t know what to write anymore these days. My dad said something to me like, you tell your blog everything you’re doing, yet I find myself at a loss for words everyContinue reading “it’s easier when the music is off”

Love & Impermanence

It’s been one year since my love & I found each other. I think back to a poem I wrote around this time pondering the idea of opening up to another being. I wondered if I could ever love again. One year later, not only did I learn to open up my heart , IContinue reading “Love & Impermanence”

Untitled

Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

Another day passes,

another Monday forgotten. As the days blend in with each other, I lay on the floor and watch them pass by like clouds in the sky. I think about things and wonder if I should be. I wonder what I should be doing, living my human experience or aiming for higher. Or both. I seeContinue reading “Another day passes,”

I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach

over stupidity. I wish I was joking and maybe it’s my own bullshit. I lay in bed because what else can I do besides work? Recently I’ve taken back up my 日本語 studies. If you’ve been with me since I first arrived in this state 2 years ago, you’d know how hard I was studyingContinue reading “I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach”

Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem toContinue reading “Life is full of bumps Pt. 3”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

Lifes full of bumps Pt.2

Between mountains & roads,I find myself less alone in these times.I fall in line with purpose but now more than ever; action–that took so hard to find. Running from things that will never help me seem to call my phone constantly having me in circles running back again. Life’s full of bumps and that’s aContinue reading “Lifes full of bumps Pt.2”