One Lazy Day

It’s Saturday and I’m catching up on all of the yoga school I’ve been missing. My Love is here next to me and there’s nothing do other than just be. My Haku lays in her cage while my eyes struggle to stay open. It’s only 2 p.m. The air is nice today; not too warm,Continue reading “One Lazy Day”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach

over stupidity. I wish I was joking and maybe it’s my own bullshit. I lay in bed because what else can I do besides work? Recently I’ve taken back up my 日本語 studies. If you’ve been with me since I first arrived in this state 2 years ago, you’d know how hard I was studyingContinue reading “I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach”

There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;

One that may change my life drastically—hopefully, for the better. There are times like this that will arise again and again in life. This is a life full of lessons and they’re not always on the path of least resistance. I’ve made choices like this many times before; Running away from home, moving to CaliforniaContinue reading “There comes the time again where I must make a difficult choice;”

Vacation or Practice? Love or Perseverance?

The days have been getting harder and easier to bear as they go by. My heart grows weak from being away from my love, yet goes stronger from all the cardio I’ve been doing to distract myself. I think back to almost a year ago when I spent my first day with him and howContinue reading “Vacation or Practice? Love or Perseverance?”

It hasn’t been easy,

being away from home. It’s funny how home was always a concept I used to ponder. And if it actually had any meaning to me. Nowadays, it seems to be the only place I say I want to go. Funny how things work like that. Home to me now is laying back in my apt,Continue reading “It hasn’t been easy,”

I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it

I want it to be heard. Somewhere deep down within me wants sympathy. I know it’s wrong and Master would never be proud. Even with what I’m about to say. My mission; My purpose. I feel as if I must be a warrior! In all ways possible! Not only in heart but all throughout. ButContinue reading “I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it”

I’ve been transforming little by little

and not even realizing it. I’ve come to understand that the more you embody your true being and walk in line with your soul path, the more you understand about yourself and the universe around you. I find the personal truths I’ve been speaking lately have been flowing through me easier than ever. It’s asContinue reading “I’ve been transforming little by little”