Today is the first day of my new life

For those of you who have been following me around for a while now, you must know I say this a lot. BUT, if you have been following me, you would know that I always says every day is the first day of our new lives. Every morning we wake up, we have the opportunityContinue reading “Today is the first day of my new life”

My first week in my new home

It’s my first week in my new home and I couldn’t feel more content. As any other Monday, I awoke at 5:30AM; my love Haku, laying next to me in slumber. I made coffee because it’s a cold and foggy day and I think of the clouds that surround the mountains and imagine I’m sittingContinue reading “My first week in my new home”

As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s theContinue reading “Take me back to 2017”

It’s Monday…

And I think about the things I’ve been saying these past couple of weeks; Things are getting easier yet harder. I wonder if that’s still true. I think about my most recent choice in life, the one mentioned in last weeks post, and wonder how much easier/harder it’s made everything. I feel I’m at theContinue reading “It’s Monday…”

Life is full of bumps Pt. 3

The weather gets warmer while flies are stuck in the house standing on broken pavements slipping through cracks.No one knows what they’re doing and that’s where it all ends.Authorities with no authority triumphantly travel far and through—no breath; but in and out.They’re stacking lives like nothing like money in our pockets that dont seem toContinue reading “Life is full of bumps Pt. 3”

It hasn’t been easy,

being away from home. It’s funny how home was always a concept I used to ponder. And if it actually had any meaning to me. Nowadays, it seems to be the only place I say I want to go. Funny how things work like that. Home to me now is laying back in my apt,Continue reading “It hasn’t been easy,”

I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in

I spend many moments throughout my days, feeling the slight anxiousness of a fast-paced society. I think about leaving the city–as I have before; I imagine my self living a penniless life, somewhere in the mountains, surviving off the land. This is how I keep the awareness of my stillness, always. I think to myself.Continue reading “I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in”

Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.

I’ve been enjoying quiet mornings lately; distant birds, occasional passing cars, the silence —not that you get much of it downtown. A lot has been going on lately with the energy of the world but I can’t think back to a calmer time. I guess those times are the ones that a day can goContinue reading “Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.”

I can’t imagine being anywhere but here

What I think about when I think about home, I cannot say. For a home I do not know, for a home I cannot stay. I’ve moved around so much there’s nothing stagnant in my life to go back to, even if I wanted. I think about all of those who have came and leftContinue reading “I can’t imagine being anywhere but here”